tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22490606479916319142024-02-19T09:15:01.555-08:00I see and I writelanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.comBlogger107125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-29432864172710851632017-08-27T07:30:00.004-07:002017-08-27T17:07:17.078-07:00Kenapa anak NAKAL? Salah cikgu?Sejak kebelakangan ni,makin ramai worried parents come to see me at the clinic. AND they come bringing with them OKU forms untuk diisi oleh doctor. No, borang ni not for them. But given by cikgu kelas anak mereka yang dianggap 'kurang upaya' atau berpenyakit atau bermasalah.<br />
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Sebab anak dianggap bermasalah oleh cikgu adalah : anak nakal di dalam kelas, dan tidak mampu menumpukan perhatian, atau pun these children seem to be TOO HYPERACTIVE or TOO DISRUSPTIVE or TOO WEIRD to be with the rest of the kids.
Most of them are STANDARD 1 students. Mind you, STANDARD 1.<br />
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Mungkin semua orang sudah lupa budak DARJAH 1 ni sepatutnya pandai buat apa kot.<br />
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Let me remind you. Did we know ABC at standard 1? masa zaman2 kita dulu? OKU kah kita sebab kita belajar 2+2 masa darjah 1? jadi orang jugakkan kita semua?<br />
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Soalannya kenapa? Kenapa extreme sgt?
Maybe due to the fact that KEBANYAKAN MAK BAPAK hantar anak-anak mereka ke TADIKA untuk BELAJAR MEMBACA DAN MENGIRA seawal umur 3 tahun. Kalau tak pandai membaca dan mengira by the time darjah Satu, might as well don't send them to school at all. Coz then they will be deemed OKU-ish. and kenapa hantar dari umur 3 tahun? sebab mak bapak sibuk kerja. so pass the responsibility to another person. kan?<br />
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Ke salah cikgu ni... Maybe cikgu-cikgu tak larat nak marah pelajar2 yang mengganggu kelas mereka? Mungkin cikgu-cikgu tak kesah nak explore more sebab cikgu pun banyak hal lain? Mungkin cikgu tak caring enough? mungkin cikgu2 ni over-diagnose? Mungkin cikgu nak jalan mudah so bagi OKU form supaya budak ni boleh gi kelas lain?<br />
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Dah-dah lah tu salahkan para cikgu. Cuba tengok budak kat rumah macam mana. Cuba tengok mak bapak budak tu macam mana..<br />
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Kebanyakan anak-anak yang saya jumpa (yang dianggap bermasalah dan berpenyakit oleh cikgu2 mereka), mereka sebenarnya bijak, tapi tidak cukup stimulasi, beradab tetapi nakal sewaktu di dalam kelas, pandai bercakap, tetapi tak diberi ruang untuk berkomunikasi, dan boleh dilentur tapi tiada siapa yang kisah untuk melayan mereka.<br />
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Salah siapa? Of course lah salah MAK BAPAK.<br />
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Sebab apa? Sebab mak bapak sibuk sangat nak bekerja cari duit tapi lupa tanggung jawb sebenar adalah untuk bersama anak2 mereka. Ada yang bekerja terlalu keras sampai memberi tanggung jawab menjaga anak kecil itu pada anak yang paling besar. Ada yang bercerai berai, so marah kat suami/isteri, anak-anak jadi mangsa. Ada yang terlalu garang, sampai anak2 REFUSE to talk to them.
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Yang paling saya sedih dan risau adalah bila anak2 itu terlalu 'friendly dengan saya'. Ada tu lepas habis konsultasi,siap salam dan PELUK saya. Tau kenapa doctor akan risau bila ada anak kecil begitu mudah untuk memeluk orang yang tak dikenali? Itu adalah RED FLAG atau petanda anak itu KURANG kasih sayang or even child abuse.<br />
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Sepatutnya anak2 kecil akan malu atau risau untuk bersalam dan menjawab soalan orang yang tak dikenali. Sebab dia ada ibu dan ayah mereka yang dah CUKUP untuk mereka. Tapi bila mereka mula menunjukkan overly kasih sayang dan friendliness dgn orang baru, siap nak duduk atas pangku doktor bagai.. man... mak ayah, sila lah ambil itu sebagai CUE that your child/children might not have enough attention from you hence mencari kasih sayang daripada orang lain.<br />
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So, biasanya my advise to the parents is simple. SETIAP hari luangkan sekurang2nya sejam untuk buat homework anak bersama2 dengan mereka. Look at them, and show them that you care what they write and answer in their books. Praise them and support them. Bring them to the playground and look at how happy they play. Sahut lah panggilan anak bile anak panggil "MAMA PAPA!! tengok!! i can do this!" dan jawablah " ye sayang! pandai anak mama/papa!". jangan suruh diorg keluar dan main, but instead AJAK mereka untuk keluar BERSAMA-SAMA.<br />
Seburuk2 mak dan ayah, anak itu akan sentiasa mencari mak dan ayah mereka untuk tunjuk sesuatu kejayaan dan pencapaian mereka. Trust me, after 1 month, usually mak bapak akan NOTICE perubahan pada anak mereka. Baru mereka sedar yang anak tu lebih mendengar kata dan tidak lagi terlalu nakal. Sebab apa? Sebab diorg sedar yang mak bapak dah buat something for them (which is spending time with them), so they have to do something for their parents too. The kids are smart ok. Don't underestimate their capability to be thankful to you.<br />
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So, make a change everyone. You want children? You better off look after them. Kalau sibuk sangat, jangan nanti risau terover bile anak sakit atau diberi OKU form oleh cikgu. Sebab another syndrome mak bapak zaman sekarang ni, anak demam selsema sket terus bawak jumpa sampai 3-4 doktor. Sebab apa? Sebab tiba2 rasa bersalah takde kat rumah pastu anak sakit baru nk menggelabah tunjuk caring. come on.. we know when parents really care or nak tunjuk caring sebab tak tahu pun anak tu sebenarnya usually macam mana keadaan dia.<br />
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Serugi2 dan sesedih-sedih manusia adalah anak kecil yang tidak dijaga dengan baik dan membesar dengan rasa marah dan benci yg membuak2 pada ibu bapa mereka.<br />
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Peace yaalllss. Let this be a reminder for all of us.<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-49106060830667438762017-07-28T17:50:00.000-07:002017-07-28T17:50:11.788-07:00brake and turn when you canWhen we are too busy and engrossed with worldly affairs, we forget the real reason of delving into it in the first place.
If the reason is one thing and the result is the other, then maybe it is time to put a stop to it. Coz then nothing can be achieved.
Nothing is better than losing our sole purpose in life; which is of course to be happy and to ensure that our family is just as happy.
When one of them is not, then put a brake at what you do, reassess the situation and turn the wheel. It is never too late to make changes in life. But it will be too late when the people you love do not look at you the same way anymore. Or maybe they have adjusted and adapted to their new life. No point complaining then.lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-69995639226788057132017-07-12T03:40:00.003-07:002017-07-12T03:45:46.165-07:00Nak sihat kena makan produk mana ye?<div>
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Pernah tak ada doktor yang suruh kita beli apa-apa produk untuk menyembuhkan 1001 penyakit? Pernah tak ada doktor yang suruh kita beli macam-macam jenis vitamin untuk menghindari 1001 penyakit? TAKDE kan? sebab apa yang doktor nasihat adalah, KALAU NAK SIHAT, makan la sayur-sayuran, makan makanan seimbang, bersenam setiap hari, elakkan melakukan perbuatan yang membahayakan kesihatan seperti merokok dan mengambil dadah dan menguruskan badan bagi mereka yang terlebih berat badan.</div>
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THERE IS NO WAY that one medicine can cure or prevent 20 different penyakit. Kalau ada, percayalah, Kementerian Kesihatan dah beli lama dah dan bagi free pada rakyat jelata! </div>
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Dan kalau hari-hari makan cukup, perlu ke supplemen2 ni.. kalau duduk kat africa tu dan kurang nutrisi, maybe perlu lah supplemen. tapi kita ni kat malaysia...agak2 la nak ambil supplemen macam2 yang unnecessary ni.. even nasi dan susu kita semua dah di campur dengan macam2 vitamin dan bahan2 supplemen yang diperlukan oleh badan..</div>
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Bagi saya, BERDOSA SANGAT BESAR jika kita menipu orang lain dengan menyuapkan mereka dengan ilmu-ilmu yang salah, fitnah dan tiada kebenarannya. Berdosa sangat besar jika kita hanya menerima sesuatu maklumat itu tanpa melihat buktinya dahulu dan terus menyebarkannya pada mereka yang sama-sama tidak mengetahui. No i am not talking about spreading some video over the internet, but i am talking about people who sell things and feeding customers with false information.<br />
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Kalau nak makan MAKANAN SUNNAH, makan je lah buah-buahan itu, Kalau nak makan madu dan mendapat khasiatnya, makan je lah madu seasli-asli nya. Bile kita makan jus A + jus B yang dah duduk dalam botol selama beberapa bulan di rak di Supermarket atau kaunter di restoran tu, maka pastinya tiada lagi istilah ASLI atau BEBAS DARI benda2 lain. Coz for a product to be able to stay on the shelf, mesti lah ada tambahan pengawet, gula, ,garam steroid etc utk tahan lama. Kalau tak bernasib baik, produk yang anda beli itu mungkin tiruan. Kalau dah tiruan tu, dah lah takde khasiat, tapi mengandungi macam-macam bahan beracun pula... takke bertambah mudarat..</div>
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The best part is, produk-produk yang tiada kajian mendalam ni dijual dengan harga berpuluhan dan beratusan ringgit! wow. nasihat doktor yang free dan percuma takde pulak orang nak ikut. Nak jugak beli mahal2..</div>
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Bila doktor bagi nasihat, percayalah yang doktor dah lihat macam-macam masalah daripada penggunaan produk-produk ni yang tiada pun kajian mendalam dijalankan ke atasnya. Kencing manis, Kerosakan buah pinggang, kerosakan hati dan bermacam-macam lagi. It is not pretty. Trust the doctors when they tell you to STOP TAKING something that you are taking without knowing the content of it. Tapi sebab percaya apa penjual cakap, you terima sahaja membuta tuli. Orang nak jual barang, mestilah cakap berapi! Mana ada peniaga nak kutuk produk sendiri.. </div>
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Kalau tak percaya lah kan, kalau betul lah produk/supplemen/herba tu boleh mengubati penyakit-penyakit yang you senaraikan tu, bagi dulu produk tu PADA MAK DAN AYAH you yang ada penyakit kencing manis, gout, sakit lutut pakai tongkat, sakit pinggang, kanser dll. Dan tengok lah adakah hilang penyakit-penyakit itu dari orang tua mu? Kalau tak, apa lagi yang kamu dustakan...</div>
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-84092437151182155642017-06-15T20:27:00.000-07:002017-06-16T20:35:14.400-07:00Baby lahir banyak rambut sebab apa ye?<div>
Me: ok makcik. Saya rasa itu sahaja untuk hari ni. Nanti makcik ambil ubat di farmasi ye. (Dengan senyuman yg sgt sweet)</div>
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Makcik: ok. Oh ye doctor tolong jangan lupa letak folic acid sekali ye?<br />
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Me: oh? Boleh.. takde masalah. Tp boleh saya tahu makcik ambil folic acid utk apa ye? </div>
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Makcik: kan ada dalam rekod tu? Tak tengok ke? Makcik ni memang under follow up Doktor ABC kat hospital ABC! Mmg setiap kali ambil folic acid.</div>
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Me: (menyirap gak darah tetiba dia tinggi suara..tp sabar) ok.. jap saya tgk rekod makcik ni. (Puas mencari folic acid prescription dalam rekod. Memang xde. Ke mata aku rabun..</div>
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Makcik: tengok la dalam tu. Memang tiap kali datang doctor akan bg saya folic acid. </div>
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Me: memang xde makcik. Saya boleh beri x menjadi masalah. Tp boleh tahu kenapa makcik ambil folic acid? </div>
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Makcik: (dengan suara yg tinggi dan x berpuas hati) saya kan masalah rambut ni asyik gugur. </div>
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Me: berapa lama ye masalah ni? Banyak ke?</div>
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Makcik: dah lama dah! 4 tahun dah! Takde la banyak sgt... tp lama dah ni masalah ni!</div>
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Me: hmm.. menarik. Siapa yang mulakan ubat ni utk rambut gugur ye makcik? </div>
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Makcik: eh banyak tanya pulak! Apa yg susah sgt! Bagi jelah folic acid tu! Jgn nak naikkan darah saya yg mmg dah tinggi ni!</div>
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Me: excuse me makcik. I dont appreciate that tone. I told you that i can give you the folic acid but i just feel weird that ur taking it for hair fall. You dont have to raise your voice at me! (Suara dah mula nak naik dah..)</div>
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Makcik: eh makcik dah bertahun dah ambek folic acid. So kalau you rasa folic acid bukan utk rambut gugur habis tu utk apa?</div>
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Me: (wow..now kena argue pulak dgn makcik ni). Makcik..kita bagi folic acid sebagai supplement contohnya untuk wanita mengandung.. jarang kita beri utk rambut gugur. Melainkan memang orang tu malnourished dan ada folate deficiency dan ada hair loss maybe lah kita akan bg. Tp makcik sihat dan tidak ada folate deficiency. Makcik makan makanan seimbang setiap hari. So mengambil folic acid tu agak redundant pada pendapat saya.</div>
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Makcik: Haaa..org mengandung ambik folic acid tu kan utk buat rambut baby lahir banyak. (Whhaaatttt? Mazhab mana ni???) eh apa yg susah sgt ni? Saya dah ambil bertahun!</div>
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Me: ok ok...saya x nak gaduh dengan makcik. so dah bertahun-tahun ambil folic acid rambut makcik dah tak gugur dah ke?</div>
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Makcik: urmm...urmmm... (muka malu..tp tak nak kalah)<br />
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Me: makcik..saya rasa doctor pun malu nak tulis dalam rekod makcik yg diorg bg makcik folic acid sebab masalah rambut gugur ni. (Ok...ni dlm hati je lah...)</div>
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Doktor pun satu. It doesnt hurt to explain the latest research findings to patients. If it helps to reduce unnecessary prescription, apa salahnya.. ni tidak.. patient mintak je bagi. Patient mintak je bagi. Memang la murah. Tp kalau sebab yg tak masuk akal and not backed up by strong studies tak perlu la kan... in the end bergaduh dengan doctor lain sebab dia x faham or salah faham.<br />
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This was a year ago. Now she has STOPPED taking folic acid. I wonder why.....<br />
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-81570263558486149052017-06-15T01:59:00.000-07:002017-06-15T03:23:23.030-07:00Aku kata kipas!!!MA: Doctor.. boleh tolong tengok patient dekat emergency room tak?<br />
Me: kes apa ye?<br />
MA: cirit birit. Muntah muntah.<br />
Me: hmmm(dalam hati dah pelik dah..kenapa sampai nak kena pergi emergency room). Takpe saya datang.<br />
In a flash, i rushed to the emergency room thinking that someone might be super lethargic, dry and probably about to die due to dehydration.<br />
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I saw a 20 year old lady lying down with her eyes shut. Her mother was sitting by the side mengipas anaknya dengan gigih.<br />
Sekejap2 anak itu akan menjerit, KIPAS!!! KIPAS!! dan ibunya akan terus mengipas dengan muka yg risau.<br />
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Sekali imbas BP dan pulse rate kelihatan normal pada mesin.<br />
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Me: sakit kat mana ye?<br />
Lady: sakit perut!!! Sakit perut!!!<br />
Me: ok.. kat mana ye?<br />
Mula2 taknak tunjuk sakit kat mana.<br />
Me: Adik, bukak mata dan pandang saya please. Cuba tunjuk kat mana sakit tu. Kalau awak tak tunjuk saya x boleh nak buat diagnosis.<br />
Lady: kat sini! Atas ni!! (Sambil tunjuk dia kawasan ulu hati)<br />
Sabar sahaja yg mampu ku lakukan.<br />
Sekejap sekejap terdengar perempuan ini menjerit2 pada ibunya KIPAS, KIPAS!! membuatkan aku mmg TAK ADA SELERA nak berada di sebelahnya lebih lama.<br />
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Me: Ada makan apa2 ubat tak?<br />
Pesakit tidak menjawab. Tp ini jawapan ibunya.<br />
Ibu: semalam saya ada bagi dia ubat selsema saya. Sebab tu ke doctor?? Doctor nak tengok ke ubat nye?? Saya gi ambil sekejap dekat rumah ye doctor. Sekejap je. Tapi mintak tolong lah doctor KIPASKAN anak saya ni ye sementara saya pulang ke rumah.<br />
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Me: (dalam hati..) kalau lah makcik boleh ckp mcm ni pada doctor yg ada berpuluh pesakit menunggu untuk rawatan utk kipas anak makcik, saya tak terkejut kenapa anak makcik sangat terang terangan berkelakuan kurang ajar dan biadap dengan makcik dan juga staf kesihatan yg lain.<br />
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Nak manjakan anak pun ada batasan saya rasa... semoga anak makcik diberi hidayah. Amin.<br />
<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-13335999183956975742016-11-27T05:51:00.001-08:002016-11-27T06:02:38.987-08:00yes, we know you are lonely sebenarnya..Dah banyak kali orang cakap siapa selalu upload gambar di instagram ada masalah mental. Tapi berapa ramai yang akan benar-benar percaya dan cuba reflect balik statement tu pada diri sendiri jika terkena? Tak ramai. Coz rata-rata orang always in denial. And always care more what other people think than addressing the issue of their alleged mental disorder.<br />
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Again, petang tadi masa tengah minum-minum dengan BFFs, one of my friends mentioned yang siapa selau update instagram cepat2 ni sebenarnya kurang kasih sayang. Well, it is not fair to generalise, tapi memang saya berani kata tanpa prejudice yang memang ramai orang yang selalu update instagram ni memang in fact 'attention deficit'. Yes, bile update kat instagram semua orang akan puji and 'LIKE', tapi the main person yang you are trying to get the attention from, you masih tak dapat-dapat. Kenapa? sebab kebiasaannya orang yang tak bagi attention tu takde instagram/tak bukak instagram/couldn't be bothered to read between the lines. They are usually the boring husbands, the busy wives who try to look good on instagram, the comfortable boyfriends, or whoever lah yang diorg try to get attention from.</div>
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I did try to reflect on myself jugak sebenarnya. Bile saya tengah happy gile and cuti2 dengan keluarga dengan bahagianya, saya jarang la nak upload gambar2 bahagia tu. Tapi, bile tengah busy dengan studies and kerja and sedar tiba2 anak2 pun tak nak sangat dah kat kita and prefer the maid to us, baru lah terhegeh2 nak upload gambar di instagram or fb. kenapa perlu social media? i guess it is a defensive mechanism. People nowadays kan terlalu sibuk dengan apa orang fikir pasal kita sampai kita ingatkan kalau tak upload gambar maknanya nanti orang akan ingat kita tak happy/tak bahagia/tak happening. and damn we are so affected by that kan?</div>
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Cukup2 lah dengan throwing your happiness yang tak kesampaian tu on social media kalau niat tu memang nak mencari kasih sayang dari someone else. coz if that is the reason, direct je and ckp "hey, please surprise me with some flowers or chocolates or romantic holiday. i am getting bored with usual routine..''. and kalau memang rasa left behind, start socialising. Kalau rasa anak tu tak nak kat kita, start playing with them sampai lebam.</div>
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So, memang there is a truth behind frequent instagrammers or face bookers who consistently try to get attention from others, that actually deep in their heart, ada satu attention tu yang tak dapat2.... sedih lah. I wish everyone can be happy in their own little unit without having any defensive reflexes. I wish I could stop thinking about what others think about me. I wish people could put their phones aside. I wish we were not easily affected by the fake happiness on social media. coz seriously, they are not as happy/pretty/contented as what you think.. you could be better off.</div>
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-73427224494907745562016-11-23T19:38:00.000-08:002016-11-23T19:38:20.214-08:00Me and my big mouthI know our mouth can send us to hell. so i would rather zip it up sometimes. but if i kept it inside of me too long, my patience would get past the boiling point. at that time i could explode. and i would say worse things that i would have uttered in the first place. i would hurt the soul that i love most and double the injury that it would have received initially. Then i would feel more guilty and more upset.<br />
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guess saying things out loud is not so bad afterall..<br />
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But then.. i could go to hell..<br />
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Aih..<br />
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<span lang="EN-US">Death is unavoidable. We are all mortals.
We will all die anytime, anywhere and anyway. It is petrifying to think of the
afterlife. It is scary to think that we might not yet be ready to die. It
saddens us to see our loved ones die. Or someone so great that we look up to
dies. It gives a sudden feeling of emptiness. But when we think that heaven is
waiting for him or her, then it gives us calmness. Unexplainable calmness. Even if we do not know him or her in
person. But we know that they have filled their time with great things and
great deeds. What about us? We are still busy collecting sins from our eyes,
ears, mouth and heart. We are still wasting our time with worldly affairs. We are not ready to die, but we are not doing anything
to prepare ourselves. May God guide us and our family in the right path. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Innalillah hiwainna ilaihirrajiun buat Tok Guru Harun Din. You were a great man and great things await you InsyaAllah.</span></div>
lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-63623286414162766152015-12-25T16:00:00.001-08:002016-11-27T06:03:32.451-08:00stop being racist and disrespectfuljiran aku cina dan india.<br />
kawan aku cina dan india.<br />
kawan sekerja aku cina dan india.<br />
pesakit ku cina dan india.<br />
boss aku cina dan india.<br />
pekerja aku cina dan india.<br />
aku beli barang daripada orang cina dan india.<br />
aku dibantu oleh orang cina dan india.<br />
aku membantu orang cina dan india.<br />
aku orang melayu.<br />
aku orang islam.<br />
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kenapa perlu mengutuk sesama kita dalam satu negara yang aman? kenapa perlu bersikap perkauman? kenapa perlu menyentuh sensitiviti agama dan kaum? kenapa tidak boleh menghormati agama dan kepercayaan satu sama lain? kenapa perlu berkata-kata kasar dan keji terhadap sesuatu agama yang lain daripada kita?<br />
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hebat sangatkah diri kita? hebat sangatkah?<br />
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aku cukup terkesan dengan kata-kata orang cina dan india yang sangat lantang mengutuk dan menghina agama dan bangsaku. aku cukup marah dengan bangsa ku yang begitu kasar mengutuk agama dan bangsa lain seolah-olah diri kita sangat hebat dan bagus.<br />
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yang paling tinggi di sisi Allah adalah yang paling taat perintahNya. hidayah itu milik Allah. jangan dijatuhkan hukuman pada mereka yang berbeza dari kita hanya kerana kita fikir syurga itu milik kita. belum pasti syurga buat kita jika ada riak dalam diri walau sebesar zarah. belum pasti syurga milik kita jika akhlak kita tidak seperti yang disarankan oleh Islam. belum pasti syurga buat kita jika kita terlalu menyombong dengan nikmat dunia yang sementara dan mengelirukan.<br />
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apa guna wang berjuta jika hari esok kita lumpuh kaki dan tangan? apa guna kereta yang mahal, rumah yang besar, duit yang banyak, jika esok kita kemalangan dan mati tanpa bertaubat. apa guna kekayaan sementara di dunia, jika selamnaya kita akan ke neraka jahanam. nauzubillah.<br />
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buangkan sifat sombong dalam hati. doakan yang terbaik buat mereka yang masih tidak faham. hidayah milik Allah.. fikir fikirkan lah.<br />
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aini ayu<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-69266049555041001002015-09-30T08:11:00.001-07:002015-09-30T08:11:13.020-07:00joy stoppernothing stops a smile or a laughter faster than the speed of light when news of death is heard. or even when one is reminded that death is lurking from anywhere at anytime. anyone would just freeze for a moment and stop smiling. anyone would stare blank for a second thinking of what if death is near.<br />
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why? because there is nothing more important and more certain than death. the world is full of temporary things. the world is full of lies and slander. it is full of transient beauty.<br />
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no one can cheat death. no one can escape from it. if God says be it, so be it. death is certain just as much as heaven and hell. what is there in this life that is more important and bigger than death?<br />
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work? exams? girlfriend problem? monetary issue? car being towed? you are stressed of work? or of exams? or of not having enough money for tomorrow?<br />
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think of death. then no worry will be that big a deal.lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-32402647141168471882015-09-20T08:12:00.001-07:002015-09-20T08:12:09.182-07:00tipu daya duniahidup ini penuh dengan tipu daya. apa yang ditonjolkan, tidak bermakna itu lah hakikatnya. cantik di luar, tidak bermakna cantik di dalamnya. senyum di gambar, tidak bermakna gembira realitinya. cantik masakannya, tidak bermakna enak rasanya. cantik rumahnya, tidak bermakna bahagia keluarganya.<br />
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itulah hakikat dunia. jangan terlalu dikejarkan dunia yang sementara. kerana hati akan gundah gulana jika dunia ini dilihat seolah-olah tiada penghujungnya. seolah-olah mati itu jauh sekali. hati akan kacau jika sentiasa mengejar tipu daya dunia. kerana segalanya bersifat sementara. kekayaan, kepandaian, pangkat serta darjat. usah tertipu dengan tipu daya dunia. kerana siapa yang tertipu, maka hidupnya sangatlah rugi.<br />
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moga kita dijauhkan daripada tergolong dalam golongan yang rugi. moga esok kita kejar sesuatu yang lebih pasti.<br />
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insyaAllah.<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-3080353090386071332015-09-05T19:39:00.000-07:002016-11-27T06:04:12.672-08:00latest slanderi love my country. i love the people. i love the fact that malaysians are smart. they get smarter everyday. to the extent that they become annoyingly foolish sometimes.<br />
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i am not quite sure if i should blame the dirty politics within the country. or the advancement in technology. or the greed for money. or the skewed objectives of politicians being leaders in the first place. is it their lust for money that drives them, or love for the country. so far, i have yet to see politicians without blooming businesses in the sideline.</div>
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it is upsetting seeing people not knowing what's true and what's not anymore. there is no more separation between the truth and slander. there is no more shame to commit crime in public. there is no more guilt in lying to the people. there is no more fear to be racist and unjust.</div>
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i don't care if you hate the government. or if you hate the leaders. or the politicians. or the oppositions. but do not drag those who have nothing to do with them with their dirty laundry. hate the president for all i care, but do not drag the police, or the judiciary or everyone else in your alleged <b><i>e</i></b><b style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;"><i>xposé</i></b>. one corrupt person does not mean the whole world is just as corrupt. </div>
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well, just saying... just because you do not agree with the imprisonment of a sodomist, it doesn't mean that the witnesses, the doctors, the police, the chemist, the reporters, the lawyers and the judges have all been bought over. think before accusing. or you will be lower than low.<br />
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-3120106910634841982015-06-20T02:40:00.001-07:002015-06-20T02:40:07.472-07:00why are you so annoying?why? whyy?? whhyyyy???<div>
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when a boss asks his worker to do something, the word why? coming from his worker can be very unnecessarily irritating. </div>
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or when a mother asks a teacher how her son is doing, having the teacher asks why? to the mother makes it really awkward. an initially a sincere question could eventually be seen as a gesture for not trusting the teacher. </div>
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-87933746476980347322015-05-18T22:16:00.000-07:002015-05-18T22:16:38.081-07:00we are getting crazierpeople are getting crazier everyday.<br />
and heartless.<br />
they not only kill people, but they kill people in the hundreds<br />
they not only dump babies, but they dump them in the drains, sewers and toilet bowls<br />
they not only kill other beings, but they cut them into pieces and flush them away<br />
they not only have mannequins, but they have child mannequins,<br />
and then they walk around, talk and socialise like everyone else<br />
no guilt, no fear, no what so ever<br />
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where is humanity..<br />
what has gone wrong?<br />
is it the wireless boarder less world?<br />
is it the culture of taking pictures and spreading them like wildfire?<br />
who is at fault?<br />
parents? teachers? the government?<br />
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no where is safe anymore<br />
no where is near to normal<br />
everyone is getting sicker<br />
and crazierlanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-40816166418186248122015-05-09T22:53:00.003-07:002015-05-09T22:53:38.337-07:00my mother is better than your motheri am not sure what other mothers do for their children. but i do know that sometimes a mother does not need to cook, wash her children's clothes, send them and pick them up from school, bring them to the playground or even tie their hair to make her children love her more than anyone else in the world. a mother just needs to do one thing and one thing only i.e. hug her children when all they need is a hug, for her to be the perfect mother that nothing could be compared to.<br />
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i can't remember much what my mother did for me when i was a baby. or a toddler. but i am sure she did whatever i am doing for my sons now.<br />
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i worry for them whenever they are outside of the house<br />
i miss them when they are out shopping with their aunties/uncles/grandparents<br />
i worry if they stopped breathing when they are asleep<br />
i fear that they might have fallen down and hit their head hard when i suddenly hear them cry<br />
i cry just thinking of what could happen to them if i was not around<br />
i cringe just imagining of all the possibilities<br />
i pray that i would be more patient, more loving and more of everything<br />
i constantly wish i could be a better mother than i am now<br />
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i have watched how many mothers cry thinking they have not been a good one, but they always cry more when their children tell them the truth. to children, the truth is that their own mother is the greatest, most patient, most hardworking and most beautiful mother of all. and they will never want anyone else filling in their mother's shoes.<br />
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happy mother's day to the perfect mother that i have always adored. i love you till my last breath.<br />
<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-12477787149998640362015-04-30T15:55:00.000-07:002015-04-30T16:23:40.081-07:00the bucket listthinking about death is good. it makes us feel humbled by the fact that God is the only one that stays. it keeps us grounded. well, to some people. it makes us realise how short life is and death can come anywhere and anytime.<br />
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some people cry when they think about death. some people can't wait to die. some people think that they are going to live a long and prosperous life. some people think that they are going to live forever. some people know when they are going to die. some people spend much of their life feeling angry and stressed. some people are too busy working and making money. some people spend much time thinking they are smarter, stronger and more powerful than others. some people love scolding and putting people down without thinking that it is sinful to hurt others even if they are less smart than them. some people forget that their position in society is not the same as where they stand in His eyes. some people think that they can bring their money to the grave. some people forget that they will eventually die and all their wealth will stay behind.</div>
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as for me, i have always thought that my life is going to be a short one. i always have and always will. knowing that there is another life hereafter makes me feel that this world will never be enough. i totally don't mind it. i used to think that making millions was everything. but not anymore. as long as i can live my life to the fullest without hurting others, i will be more than happy.</div>
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1) learn how to ride a motorbike</div>
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2) learn a new language</div>
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3) learn how to ride a horse</div>
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4) learn how to shoot the target using a handgun</div>
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5) learn to keep quiet when speaking hurts others more</div>
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6) to be a good wife, a good mother, a good daughter, a good sister and a good friend</div>
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7) to keep loving my job till my last breath</div>
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8) to make sure that my family is financially well taken care of once i die</div>
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9) to enjoy nature more than what i used to</div>
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10) to bungee jump</div>
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11) to volunteer as much as i can</div>
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12) to be more patient with old people, annoying little children, idiots who think that they are smarter than the rest of the population</div>
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13) to forgive and be forgiven</div>
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14) to be closer to God every single day</div>
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InsyaAllah. wish me all the luck in the world. =)</div>
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-47194814526593728242015-04-20T22:37:00.000-07:002015-04-20T22:37:13.966-07:00doctors cry tooonly doctors understand doctors.<br />
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the other day i was looking at this particular picture that went viral. it was a photo taken by a paramedic outside the emergency department and in the picture was a doctor who was crying. the story was that the doctor just lost his patient and he could not contain the sadness within him. hence he went outside to cry his lungs out so that no one could see him cry. unfortunately, the whole world saw it.<br />
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being human is easy. but being a doctor with a heart can sometimes be tough. at medical school, i was literally taught not to cry in front of patients or their relatives. i was told that a doctor should not take away the grief of a patient's family by crying too. so they said.<br />
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but when a child dies and we are the ones who have to inform the parents of the heartbreaking news, we can't help but to shed a tear or two as well. witnessing the parents literally burst into tears while we stand there with a poker face, is not an easy task. we usually would leave them as quickly as we can to find the nearest empty room. not to go to sleep, but to cry in between the racks. once the tears have dried up, we wash our face and we get back to work as if nothing happened.<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-63528800936567667632015-04-12T09:30:00.002-07:002015-04-12T09:30:35.206-07:00reading women's mind part 2<br />
a woman always wishes to have the perfect husband/boyfriend.<br />
a woman always hopes that her man is more understanding.<br />
more helpful with the house chores.<br />
more sensitive with her feelings.<br />
more loving.<br />
more successful.<br />
more hardworking.<br />
more and more of everything<br />
and the list goes on and on..<br />
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when a woman wants something from her man, all she ever knows is that she has to have it.<br />
there and then.<br />
if it takes a while for it to happen, then she might not want it anymore.<br />
(well, she will say she doesn't want it, but deep inside she wants it more than anything)<br />
then if (after a while) the man tells her that he is giving her what she wants, she flips.<br />
coz she does not want it anymore, remember?<br />
so she says..<br />
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why does this happen?<br />
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coz women are complicated.<br />
we want our men to want to do the dishes, not because they have to.<br />
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to come to think of it again, which man in his right man would WANT to do the dishes anyway?<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-50996349235972615042015-04-01T00:59:00.001-07:002015-04-01T01:05:20.490-07:00apa itu bentanMalays love to be blind followers. Most follow things blindly without thinking. They do not mind looking like fools as long as they can follow something that they think others follow as well.<br />
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Forget copy -pasting articles over the ineternet,on facebook and whatsapp. The most annoying thing that i find impossible to comprehend is the word 'bentan'. it is so illogical that there is no english translation and definitely no scientific explanation for it. But people still believe in it so religiously without even knowing what it actually means. Ask any man or woman out there.what the hell does bentan mean? And you will get a few minutes of silence. A few moments later, you will see them googling the meaning on their smart phones, trying very hard to explain something to others what they just learned from the internet. Simply annoying.<br />
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So don't be blind followers. Use our brains before uttering something that we ourselves do not understand. It makes us the true definition of stupidity.<br />
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Remember, we get high fever because of bugs, virus or bacteria. Not because of playing in the rain..<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-79004065508074378652015-03-24T03:33:00.000-07:002016-11-27T06:04:56.099-08:00building the present from the pasti used to be that girl who just knew how to enjoy life my own way. i used to be that girl who couldn't care less what others thought of me. i used to be that girl who couldn't be arsed to know what was the latest fashion at that time. i used to be that girl that loved to wear what i wanted to wear, do what i wanted to do, love what i wanted to love and enjoy what i wanted to enjoy. i broke a few hearts along the way, hurt some souls, made some happy, and some did not quite like my presence. but i just couldn't care less. yes, i was that kind of girl. not many people noticed my existence but those who did, i am sure most of them wished they had not met me in the first place.<br />
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now i feel slightly different inside me. not because i am happy with my present or because i am plain grateful with life. but it is because i am so satisfied with my present life that i will never change a thing what i did in the past. my past has shaped the person i am today. it has moulded me into this person that i hardly know at times. sometimes reality seems surreal.<br />
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now, everything matters more to me. no more not caring what others think. i become conscious of my appearance. i become aware of my surroundings. i become more concerned with making others happy. why? maybe this is what maturity is all about. or maybe this is what becoming a mother is all about. don't do unto others what i might not want others to do unto my children.. =)<br />
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lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-65781789806076906852015-03-15T18:25:00.005-07:002015-03-15T18:25:56.124-07:00reading women's mindwomen are very simple people actually. not as complicated as what men usually think. but the problem is, it becomes complicated because when a woman wants something, she just wants that particular thing. and unfortunately she rarely says it out loud. if the man can't read her mind (which is usually the case), then that is when it becomes complicated.<br />
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a man can call his woman everyday from north pole for all she cares, but if she doesn't hear him say the words that she wants to hear, she won't appreciate much what he does. if a woman wants to hear her man say 'i love you' but he doesn't, and instead he gives her all the attention in the world, fill up her room with red roses and expensive chocolates, those things will still mean nothing till she hears the words she wants to hear.<br />
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and some women are just as strong and as simple as a man can be. if you don't say what she wants you to say, she won't say it first. if you don't do what she wants you to do, she won't do it first. if i want you to hug instead of kiss me and i do not get either, i don't care if you vomit blood before me. if compassion is all what women want and they don't get it, their hearts might turn to stone in no time. revengeful. but it is that simple.<br />
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well, it is indeed THAT simple with women. try read their mind. and.you.shall.always.fail. ;-)lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-603818959960510692015-02-23T19:58:00.000-08:002015-02-23T19:58:02.770-08:00power of an embracepeople are becoming more detached from anything that defines humanity. less time is spent to show love, compassion and care. there is less time allocated for family to bond. and less time for close friends to catch up and interact.<br />
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people are becoming extremely materialistic. time is spent for worldly affairs. those that matter before them become apparition overnight. we become blind of our own sight. we see things that only have value of dollars and cents.<br />
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stop for a moment and embrace the sounds of the surroundings. appreciate the deafening silence of the night. smile to strangers that cross your path everyday. hug those you love. enjoy the tight embrace of your spouse and feel the warmth that wraps your body. appreciate the peace that comes with it. enjoy it coz it might be the best thing that can ever happen to you.. just by a simple hug.lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-68721881564354917522015-02-10T20:38:00.003-08:002015-02-10T21:20:44.993-08:00malaysians and spreading liesthe advancement of technology has its pros and cons. a world without boundaries comes with great drawbacks. people are free to spread lies, news, slander and information without limitation. a lot of people have been tarnished from their respectable image due to this so called thing we call internet. people easily spread super imposed pictures and fabricated information that have no reliable source. people become addicted to spreading lies. all they think about is wanting to be the first to convey that information to others. doesn't matter if it is right or wrong. they think they are smart if they spread interesting news that might get some sort of reaction from the general public. people are using less of their brain cells nowadays to filter knowledge and trash. people just want to be famous. for all the wrong reasons via the wrong way.<br />
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in Malaysia, it is such a common phenomenon to associate everything with corruption, money laundering and to a particular political party that they think controls every individual in the country. if things don't go their way, then everyone else is corrupt. everything else is dirty.<br />
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and when they are not satisfied of something, they go on the internet to spread lies that are made up of their own hallucination and delusion. they use religious remarks to scare people when they themselves don't believe in God. they act as if they are holier that thou. they are the biggest culprits and if they deserve to be incarcerated, then prison is where they should rot till their last breath.<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-46504533545238758772015-02-02T21:49:00.000-08:002016-11-27T06:05:48.794-08:00you think you have it bad?when i thought i was strong, i saw stronger women cross my path. and when i thought i had a tough life, those with all kinds of misfortunes happening to them would come and rub them in my face (well, not literally..). and they are not necessarily older or more experienced than me.<br />
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one of them was a 20 yr old girl who has a 3 year-old son who suffers from cerebral palsy. she is this fine pretty young lady with a demeanour that is way too mature for a 20 year old. i get easily moved by these kind of people. knowing that she would have to forego her fun-time with friends or doing things that a normal 20 year old would do bug me at times. it is all because she has a responsibility that not everyone has on her plate. and it is no ordinary child, but one who is so special with his name already etched in heaven.<br />
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i wonder if i could be as strong as her if i had been in her shoes. would i pass the bucket to someone else? would i get a helper or a nurse to look after the child. would i be as patient and accepting? i don't know. i will never know.<br />
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i pray that she has all the strength that she needs to cater for the child till the day he dies.<br />
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<br />lanaalutfihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01017901089532691248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2249060647991631914.post-80392799506052835272015-01-27T20:02:00.001-08:002015-01-27T20:08:54.002-08:00life is a loani am not sure where i read this particular statement, but it got me into thinking more than usual. not thinking, but imagining the what ifs..<br />
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"appreciate your blessings, as they are on loan to you."<br />
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simple statement yet very powerful. disturbing in actual fact. disturbing because it is true.<br />
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life is short. every single thing that we own is not really ours. they are all gifts and blessings from God and He can take them back anytime He wants. anytime. One moment we might have a beautiful family, with a loving spouse, beautiful children who adore us, a huge mansion that we call home, and a career that we love. but the next moment, our loved ones might leave us forever. we might lose that job we think was going to keep the food on our table. and that moment will come with no warning.<br />
just like when a plane crashes or when tsunami strikes.<br />
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are we ready to face the loss of those we can't imagine living without? am i ready to see my blissful life dissipate before me.. the answer is always no. but who are we to say no?<br />
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life is a loan. savour it while we still can.<br />
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